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Alesana "Early Morning" Last night I forgot how the sound your voice whispered sweet Goodbyes, your eyes left to die I'm alone too I don't stand why Why not one more night one last kiss good bye my sweet love tonight I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are... Kiss my closings eyes Help me sleep without you I'm so lost Tonight I cry Tell me why I can't live without your warm embrace Why not one more night one last kiss good bye my sweet love tonight I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are... I close my eyes and you are everything I see Goodbye Goodbye to you my love I will forget you I'll see you soon Goodbye my love Goodbye to you my love I will forget you Let me live

Alesana "Red And Dying Evening" you've taken the last of me the god's of your innocence shall not protect you from the hate of my wrath you've taken the last of me... blame the end on yourself you deserve each tear that falls scratch out your eyes the blood will drown in red and I will leave you for dead a lovely evening draped in regret the shadow of justice now engulfs you as cold hands reap the pain they've sewn you've taken the last of me blame the end on yourself you deserve each tear that falls scratch out your eyes the blood will drown in red and I will leave you for dead a lovely evening draped in regret Forever gone the taste of your death replaced the smell of your breath a lovely evening draped in regret suffocate your will to live with my pain you were so easily seduced by greed you could never feel my calloused hands closing around your throat taste your loss wake into the nightmare that has become our love may your screams never cease you've taken the last of me

Alesana "Not A Single Word About This" I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know I can't help believing in you... the idea of beauty leaves me enslaved say you'll stay for tonight and I promise you this will be the last I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know I stare blindly into my reflection a piece of me lost... I am terrified that I cannot breathe without you I am nothing in my eyes if not lost I can't see past your eyes, without them I would die Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains None can hold me I'd push you away but you are the only thing I know at your feet I now lay for you are the only thing I know in a room where I once told you everything, I am alone once beholden to nothing and no one how is it that I am slave to these eyes which glisten with untold secrets that I crave so wildly to understand? I must steel my heart to your warm gaze I'll claw out my eyes and see you no more its because of you I sometimes wish that I would die sometimes I wish I would die leaving you behind enraptured by my ignorance, I now deserve sympathy

Alesana "And They Call This Tragedy" you make me sick I'll tear out those diamond eyes I can't bear to see crimson spills on paper skin they call this tragedy remembering the nights when you'd whisper to me soft, "forever more my heart is yours" realize those words have died as the life fades from your eyes all that I can say is it may not be too late try again, make it perfect, make me worth it or else die for all I care if I can not be loved then none shall be think of this as I softly kiss your blood glazed lips once more on this night this thing you call love dies your face disgusts me, smile and bear your lies this broken trust will become your demise as the life fades from your eyes all that I can say is it may not be too late try again, make it perfect, make me worth it or else die for all I care after today silence will haunt you expect no forgiveness for your life will end tonight now I grit my teeth and finish what I know must be done to kill the memory of you... and you said this would be forever as the life fades from your eyes all that I can say is it may not be too late try again, make it perfect, make me worth it or else die for all I care

Alesana "Endings Without Stories" this time I die our love ruined by your malignance broken shards of feelings are now just tainted memories left beautiful dreams that I cherished now are so disgusting as I strangle the light from you I watched the smile fading from your face you bled till there was nothing in your veins blood stains my hands so I won't forget you its all over now so dry your eyes there is no forgiveness, be afraid to die blood stains my hands so I won't forget you tears fall as your screams of anguish rage throughout the heavens amidst the penance you must pay caress this bullet as eyes close to the painful memories you left consume the rest of me my vision of you has now turned to dust, your porcelain smile gone I watched the smile fading from your face you bled till there was nothing in your veins blood stains my hands so I won't forget you its all over now so dry your eyes... there is no forgiveness, be afraid to die blood stains my hands so I won't forget you you let me go you let me go too soon I love you are meaningless words that slip away as I slit your throat and I will slit your throat

Alesana "Nero's Decay" our empire has fallen the columns came crashing down faster that children could outrun the shadows drunk with hysteria the survivors are running for their lives as precious dreams erupt before their very eyes tonight, it's over...at long last we will fall ruins will fight in our stead my flesh is burning from the embers but still the brilliant tale of our utopia survives tonight her beautiful exterior may crash and burn to ash but the fight for her honor will rage on I hope I never see the end I hope I never have to live without her comfort but for now she dies... oh Rome! so full of majesty, you're gone... wind chokes on the ashes as acrid smoke strangles the sun their jealous arrows ran, hollow drums pound at the gates breaking the din of screams our feeble offerings to forgotten Gods are left to rot in temples of their lust as they lay forth their plans to destroy our pride, our home tonight, it's over...at long last we will fall ruins will fight in our stead my flesh is burning from the embers but still the brilliant tale of our utopia survives tonight her beautiful exterior may crash and burn to ash but the fight for her honor will rage on I hope I never see the end I hope I never have to live without her comfort but for now she dies... oh Rome! so full of majesty, you're gone... ...beg the flames for our mercy... these aged walls have seen too much to forget the past in the face of this final trial watch her crumble so true as mayhem cuts her down let them have our treasure, her voice lives on let them take our city for her splendor lives on ...at long last we will fall...

Alesana "A Siren's Soliloquy" paralyzed by the beauty of those words that so delicately drip from this angel of untamed lust suddenly I fear the end of my solitude once a warrior, poetic shrieks now own my soul left behind to fight the ruthless pawns of Eris hope will strike her down beneath the blade as she sings for him suffering unseen now will be left to burn in her stare but he no longer fights the torture of her voice so long forgotten, I am lost in her stare mad so clear as she extracts her painful toll a soul now echoes with the torture of the sirens ...he is hers... beautiful whispers leave one so far chain these hands of ageless struggle rid us of this beloved curse an epic tale of deceit is given life once more on silver lips so spiteful her tongue screams for him rid us of this curse suffering unseen now will be left to burn in her stare but he no longer fights the torture of her voice so long forgotten, I am lost in her stare mad so clear as she extracts her painful toll a soul now echoes with the torture of the sirens ...he is hers... set loose so long ago by the foolish whim of Pandora phantoms which shall forever prey on mankind's weakness the grains of time hold no bearing to those eyes in pale moonlight she sings to the haunted sea vile notes seduce old Cerberus to slake unholy thirst left behind to fight the ruthless pawns of Eris hope will strike her down beneath the blade as she sings for him suffering unseen now will be left to burn in her stare but he no longer fights the torture of her voice so long forgotten, I am lost in her stare mad so clear as she extracts her painful toll a soul now echoes with the torture of the sirens ...he is hers...

Alesana "The Third Temptation Of Paris" The horizon, now as dark as the crimes that brought them here, is filled with my impending dread my foolish actions will cost so many good men Achilles has come... a thousand sails approaching sent here in her name to reclaim the one I stole and destroy the walls of Troy desire leaves me numb to all the pain surrounding me storms will arise to condemn me I will not die before her eyes... it ends tonight desire leaves me numb to all the pain surrounding me storms will arise to condemn me I will not die before her eyes... it ends tonight tragically I now must accept the penance I have earned she is cursed and tonight we die in the dawn of this, my end, I hold my sword true I must let her go... a thousand sails approaching sent here in her name to reclaim the one I stole and destroy the walls of Troy desire leaves me numb to all the pain surrounding me storms will arise to condemn me I will not die before her eyes... it ends tonight it ends tonight, I am alone pain fills her eyes, I am alone I must save my honor, I cannot let them win, the blood of many spills sacred and profane is our love in death...

Alesana "Congratulations, I Hate You" No one ever said that life was fair and Im not saying that it should be so knowing that you are what you want to be and Im not comes as no surprise but dont expect me to be happy for you and dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too I dont want your pity...I hate your pity taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams ...you took them all... I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes Ill look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries suffer alone in emptiness I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake disgust lies deep within your empty gaze... beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries send stares into your meaningless eyes my envy cant describe how I loathe you for having all the stars leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine yet its you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve Ill tear off your face to see your smile. as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes Ill look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries send stares into your meaningless eyes

Alesana "This Conversation Is Over" take everything away from me silent angel... apathy cries out from your lungs, indifference reeks of fiction time will tell how far you will go I can't see why you'd run and hide excluding such complacence as tears rain from bloodshot eyes take everything away from me silent angel leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost the air now reeks with the presence of your vile voice as your smile masks the advance you keep ...I am not your trophy... the air now reeks with the presence of your vile voice as your smile masks the advance you keep ...I am not your trophy... please try to say more carefully you no longer need me this back and forth is killing me the only eyes you'll look into are those in your reflection you are the means of my end this conversation is over, it's over... your truth is a deception meant to poison me take everything away from me silent angel leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost I can't seem to believe you ever cared for me ...this conversation is over... your empty words now drift away as fragile whispers I saw the day when the fire left your eyes, your tongue fell still your treason is silence... take everything away from me silent angel leave me nothing to remind me of this time now lost

Alesana "Tilting The Hourglass" you take my breathe away... but I'll never taste your lips as fate keeps me locked away I must close my eyes to see your face emptiness has darkened my eyes as I hopelessly bed for my life to end ...tell me why... my iron eyes tell the tale heroes always pay in their blood I can be only this I see the fear growing in their lost eyes my purpose is so clear...I am the ax I am the ax and this is why I must not fear the end and when I'm gone will you forget me? pen wears its steady course across the page resigned to it's designs to take the hive emptiness has darkened my eyes as I hopelessly bed for my life to end ...tell me why... I wish I could make you see, I wish I could make you see through the pain through the end, I wish I could make you see the greater purpose that I have to serve... no one else will fight...no-one else will fight...so I must my iron eyes tell the tale heroes always pay in their blood I can be only this I see the fear growing in there...

Alesana "Apology" Sweat drips in my eyes...screams of lust we cry tonight you are everything to me...youre everything... youre everything to me no more as I wake from this perfect dream Ill escape from Edens walls, I can not stay and live this lie for I must think only of myself ...and to think that you would not be scared or surprised if I had severed all these ties this is the end... Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions broken pieces will not mend to save our past now it has come to this one last kiss Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you one last false apology, help me get over you now we must let go...urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again... Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you one last false apology, help me get over you in my mind blood drips from your eyes a beautiful last goodbye

Alesana "The Last Three Letters" dearest love, I hope this message finds you well as these endless thoughts drip from my soul every single word secretly paints a fairytale of when we will melt into one... eyes forfeit sight to the pain cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core as I cling to memories of you I am so scared...so scared...I need you with me were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile? it's me again, is it me or am I wrong to be concerned? will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again? was this all a lie? why? were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile? make it stop, make this pounding in my head stop fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true she understands right? that I'm not coming back... she understands right? that I'm not coming back... make it stop, make the pounding stop I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back... I don't know what happened...who would have thought my life would end up like this? I didn't mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this...I can't feel my legs I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry...how could somebody die like this? if my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade now I curse all of your beautiful lies.. I love you and goodbye... were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile? cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core as I cling to my memories of you...

Alesana "Daggers Speak Louder Than Words" eyes open to splattered blood cold tile mocks me as I arise to find the knife is still in my back shifting thoughts now slow with venom take me as I stagger...is this all we were worth? I've lost you for good without regret your once gentle words are bleeding from my eyes screams of terror now fill my every breath I know you'll rue the day you ever met me I'll lay you down to sleep when sorrow will bury the blade hilt deep you know I would have died for you now I'm forced to choose between a life of revenge or regret as I thirst for vengeance, my heart struggles to come to grips why would you leave me to die, turn, and walk away? alone, you stood so still as you watched me break did it now kill you too? what has led you to the dagger my friend? you know I would have died for you now I'm forced to choose between a life of revenge or regret as I thirst for vengeance, my heart struggles to come to grips why would you leave me to die, turn, and walk away? my revenge is made so clear midst cold tears left with the betrayed I'll see that you never forget this I will hunt you down like a dog lies could never disguise what I saw behind me in you remembering times we have shared...my friend for life is gone we'll let the embers serve as the only memory of last days, so long ago why would you leave me to die, turn, and walk away? why would you leave me to die after you had buried the dagger hilt deep? ...you're dead to me... I would have died for you now I'm forced to choose between a life of revenge or regret as I thirst for vengeance, my heart struggles to come to grips why would you leave me to die, turn, and walk away? ...you're dead to me...

Alesana "Alchemy Sounded Good At The Time" My darling queen, I lay myself at your feet and I shall stay the hands of fate wind cries out, heavens boil above voicing discontent to my sins I have found the way to trick the ferryman I have deceived the ancient Gods cold flesh lends to me its secrets for a price too high I shudder at what I have done each day brings me closer to you, my tragic victory darling queen I lay at your feet... chills take me as she wakes, throat gasps tainted breath Ive reclaimed you my stolen bride can your soul forgive my crimes of passion? I would not close the casket; Im so consumed by your pain faint screams echo through the night... cold flesh lends to me its secrets for a price too high I shudder at what I have done each day brings me closer to you, my tragic victory the pains of death can no longer haunt you as the dawning sky brings forth one forsaken thought death can not win for I now dwell in the palace of decay and I shall stay the hands of fate night descends, sinews twitch my pale queen finally stands to taste silent lips now cursed with her love cold flesh lends to me its secrets for a price too high I shudder at what I have done each day brings me closer to you, my tragic victory

Alesana "Pathetic, Ordinary" she haunts me in dreams I see her silhouette dance across landscapes of golden light and autumn ...in my dreams... her soft eyes see through my tortured soul vanishing any hope for fantasy the thing I'd give, to prove myself to her, to make her see... jaded eyes awake as her selfish words rain from such placid lips still I kiss her silken flesh frigid air leaves me breathless foolish agony fills my lungs as I try to scream for her I confess...I scare myself through the howling wind, on my knees, I cry ...listen to me... I'm broken by her silence to a love unseen blood soaked feathers rained down my wingless angel so broken falls gracefully from the sky to waiting arms...to waiting arms... frigid air leaves me breathless foolish agony fills my lungs as I try to scream for her I confess...I scare myself through the howling wind, on my knees, I cry ...listen to me... such foolish agony fills my lungs as I try to scream for her jaded eyes wake to the sounds of my voice as I scream to her in dreams I've seen her silhouette dance across golden light and autumn...in my dreams...

Alesana "Ambrosia" A touch of poison seals my fate the dawn echoes the night with my glory...the sun himself honors me once king of roses, now lord of gold the Gods themselves envy my hand blessed with the gift of gilded touch fate wields its knife to cut the thread I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love in my perfection I have no want yet eyes still glint with greed untold a folly as fatal as sin has now become the end of me I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love have I not earned this, the gift of beauty within? how selfish were the Gods to keep their riches from my rightful treasure? I truly have become one of them...my fatal flaw oh yeah! Ive got her hook, line, and sinker! thanks to me, shes her own new necklace! now shes good as gold! I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love ...cut the thread...

The Black Cat Oh Little girl don't go away just come to bed and there we'll stay, oh little girl, lie close to me just close your eyes what do you see? Black Cat entrance me, devour me The storm outside is raging still there's no escape, the one that kills oh little girl, the time has come we think and move exist as one Black Cat entrance me, devour me.

This Paradise I could take your breath away, I could make this feel so right out of the blackest shadows into your burning light your touch would enthrall my heart, my touch could release your soul lying warm and dark in your arms, come close to me now and take control riding through endless nights, bury the nameless dead the stars will rain down in the night cast out of Heaven by jealous angels of death together we'll rule our world together we'll rule theirs too lightning and thunder collide at the edge of the world for me and you In this Paradise you'll find just what your looking for, beauty right before you eyes, how could you ask for more? Here behind these eyes, here inside my soul hear the screams of a crucifixion ring through the dark, ring through the cold reach up and pull me down into your hallowed ground I'll lead you into temptation, buried in passion I'll lead you down...

Spider And The Fly Empty hearts I can hear them talking I close my eyes and I keep on stalking my love my love no one's aware of the hunger I feel it's something you or time cannot heal I need someone to help me rise above Eternal bliss is something I can show you spread your arms and let my wings enfold you my love In the darkness shades of crimson rapture the world is ours alone to capture my love Come over here and let me tell you something nothing ever comes of nothing we pay a price for all our choices made come along now and take my hand I'll lead you to a promised land the morning after may never be the same, it may never come again...

Revenge Deep in this blackened void, the space that used to be my soul no ray of light no hope has shown there in the darkened cold. In time memories and pain will fade and disappear they must, but not until this mortal being has turned to scattered dust You cannot judge what you don't understand take the blade from the child's hand all the petty lies and the jealous whores matter little and leave me bored Repent, Remorse, Revenge why don't you just crucify me, nail me to a cross and bite and scratch and make me scream if that will get you off You say a fall from grace would suit me well, well you can crawl straight back to Hell, fear not to lie, it will seem a sharper hit nor to blaspheme it will pass for wit Repent, Remorse, Revenge.

Your Best Nightmare Long after midnight, on a night like this I'd sit by my blacklight and dream of your kiss pulsating music filled my room and my head and I dreamed what it'd be like to have you in my bed I'm your best nightmare And then it happened, you were in my arms your lips on my throat- your hands on my, on my... two bodies together the intimate sin the pain and the pleasure could do mortals in how could you know what I'm thinking of to me lust can be as beautiful as love here tonight, your pure heart and soul untainted passion should have no control She asked me if I... I told her the truth I said "I'm sorry it takes me longer than you" she smiled and blushed and continued to grind and promised to make me go out of my mind returning her promise she came to a halt licking my lips I tasted her salt then she sat up and gasped and clutched at her breast I thought she was coming- I'd never have guessed that as she grew pale, as white as a flower she collapsed to the floor and was dead in an hour. I'm your best nightmare

Sacrifice ...and here we go again we've taken it to the end with every waking moment we face this silent torment I'd sacrifice, sacrifice myself to you- right here tonight because you know that I love you- Darkness is all I want to see I could never put in to words what it is you mean to me The candle is burning low at the window to my soul the reaper is at my door now he's come to take me home... I'd sacrifice, sacrifice myself to you- right here tonight because you know that I love you

Claire's Horrors Spirits seem to drift up through a darkened sky drifting through dead branches in the night while in the moonlight we go down upon our knees entwined together only we can see their beauty Beneath the stars a bell begins to toll for reasons which we really shouldn't know so take a walk with me down to the cemetery wrap me in darkness, Claire make love to me I am thunder I am rain I am pleasure I am pain Only in darkness can there be light tell me angel have you prayed tonight? In the dark I know you all so well beauty from Heaven wrapped 'round souls from Hell so take a drink from me my sacrifice to thee damned fallen angels, always blessed with me.

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